SS Peter & Paul 28 June 2015

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. From now on there is reserved for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will give to me on that day, and not only to me but also to all who have longed for his appearing.   

2 Timothy 4:7-8

In these words of Paul handed down by his followers - the style of the letters to Timothy differs from his early letters - we have the last thoughts of a Christian.

How can they speak to our thoughts and deeds today?

I was present last week in St George's Cathedral with 1400 people including 10 bishops, 85 priests and 23 servers for the Solemn Eucharist of the Resurrection for Cornell Jerome Moss, Bishop of Guyana. One of the themes picked up was another phrase from Paul of Cornell's labour not being in vain with much evidence of achievement. 

His work is done, they said. Paul's work is done. One day my work will be done and so will yours. This morning with gratitude and sorrow we recall how Fr Michael’s work is done, rest his soul.

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith would to God that may be true of us as we approach our death.  From now on there is reserved for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will give to me on that day and ....to all who have longed for his appearing.

That eager longing for the Lord in Paul challenges us this morning as a searching question from God.

How can such words from God speak to our situation today?
When the tide of death washes over the sandcastle of our life all that will remain will be such eager longing love. A solid crown will be placed on that solid longing of love for God and neighbour, so how can we build such longing?

Spending ten days in a so-called underdeveloped nation has made me see development in a new light. We in England have our tight efficient schedules but they in Guyana still have time and they still have God. I have only ever met one Guyanese atheist.

I was reminded of some words of the Jewish martyr Anne Frank on how natural beauty which is so immediate in both Guyana and Horsted Keynes can build faith and longing for God. She writes: The best remedy for those who are afraid, lonely or unhappy is to go outside somewhere where they can be quiet, alone with the heavens, nature, and God. Because only then does one feel that all is as it should be and that God wishes to see people happy, amidst the simple beauty of nature.

Taking time outside, walking the dog and so on, can help build sense of God's presence and longing for him and his appearing to us at Christ's return or at our death. Living among beautiful surroundings is such a privilege, and in the tropics beautiful warm surroundings where people meet all the more. 

St Paul's longing for the Lord was nourished by a personal encounter with Jesus that continued through scripture and sacrament. He is the apostle who hands on so clearly the Eucharist, calling us to faith in Christ's presence there announced so powerfully in the apostolic writings of St John.

That longing we have for Jesus, expressed in a moment as we ascend to the altar for Holy Communion, is fostered at St Giles by the perpetual reservation of the Blessed Sacrament.

Since the sacred elements persist all times at the altar whenever we're in church we can sit and kneel as if at that moment of receiving Communion. When I come into Church I genuflect both to express my faith in that presence and my longing for that to be my be all and end all. We kneel or bow down in Church because we believe and so that we believe.

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Faith is a subjective intuition making sense of things but like the Blessed Sacrament it’s not just subjective but objective. The Christian faith is expressed as our confirmation candidates well know in the creed, the seven sacraments, the Ten Commandments and the Lord’s Prayer. It is a holding to and a grateful longing for Jesus Christ as divine Son of God and Saviour. On account of that longing Christians are being put to death across the world this very day.

Would that God’s love so permeated us that it would be unthinkable to deny that there is nothing in creation that can separate us from Jesus Christ, even death, even a martyr's death?

Bishop Cornell served but 5 years in Guyana. He died at 55. Over his short ministry his warmth and compassion greatly uplifted the Diocese showing how one man can make a very great difference in a demanding situation through his keeping close to God. Everyone told me he'd left the Diocese a happier place than it had been when he'd arrived.

Ministering in Horsted Keynes has its real demands and difficulties especially the task of drawing the next generation into this congregation and you and I and Deacon David now have a mighty challenge. What we do with our limited energies is important but our inner joy and longing for the Lord matters more than anything we do. Having something of a break this last two weeks has shown me this personally. Something inside of me has been able to expand, even if I've been following parish admin at a distance through e mail. 

To build longing for the Lord and his appearing we need to build and then protect space for prayer and reading the Bible, for attendance at weekday worship, for service to others and for times of reflection to keep all of this in order. I don't need to list the mighty distractions to building hunger for God in the form of the ‘junk’ food life throws at us. 

Fighting off such spiritual distractions is what’s behind our reading’s call to fight 'the good fight' of the faith. It's about resolving under God that your energies won't be dissipated in lesser things and your strengths will be taken up in what God has for you day by day.

It’s the Lord's Day. New every morning his love rises upon us, but particularly on the day of Resurrection. This morning in company with Peter and Paul we arise afresh in Christ whose light would scatter our inner darkness, the demons that trouble us, our worries and grievances. 

This is the day that the Lord has made says the Psalmist. Let us rejoice and be glad in it. Glad with eager longing for the Lord who gives us this new day and week and ministry in our new Deacon.

We look together to the righteous judge, (who) will give (his crown) to us and.... all who have longed for his appearing. 

Peter and Paul pray for us and for all in whom that longing falters, especially our sisters and brothers under persecution for the name of Our Lord and Saviour, to whom with the Father and the Holy Spirit be ascribed might majesty dominion and power henceforth and for ever more. Amen.